So I thought I would write in my blog for myself tonight.  Tomorrow morning we get to find out if our little blessing is a boy or a girl.  I am happy either way.  I know our worlds are going to be so differant after tomorrow.  Everyone else in the house is asleep, except for me.  I know the baby is what it is, but I am still nervous.

If we have a little boy, I will feel so totally blessed.  Reilly is my heartbeat everyday.  I couldnt image life without him.  So to have another little boy would be just a double blessing if  you ask me.  Besides I need two strong boys to take care of me down the road whether they like it or not.  Another good thing about having a boy would be that we already have "boy things"  so it would be better financially too.  Not to mention we be making sure the family name lived on with another Craig Boy....so we cant go wrong on a boy.


If we have a little girl, WOW...will our worlds be turned upside down!  The Craig's need a little girl around.  I think she would be spoiled enough from grandparents and great grandparents enough that I wouldnt have to do ANYTHING!  She would certainly have enough uncles to take care of her that is for sure.  I really dont know what to think about a girl.  I just  know she would be my little side kick too.

Another big event tomorrow is that Nathan and I will be married 6yrs tomorrow.  We have been married to the Army for about 5 of those years, been through two deployments, working on a third and lived in 5 states.  I lost count on the moves.  I dont think we will be doing anything special for tomorrow (with exception to the ultrasound), but it really doesnt matter to me.  I am just glad we can be together.  If we go to taco bell...well...then so be it, we will do it together. 

This time next year will be differant.  Reilly, the new baby, and I will be living in Arkansas and Nathan will be in Afghanistan.  Our lives will consist of phone calls, emails and web cam, but we will grow all together no matter where we are in the world.

So I think I am going to go to bed so I can get up early in the morning to go to the doctor.